Ummm...

Hi.

I haven't updated this in ages o_O I use my DA more. But I still comment and stuff here though!

I'm working on this tattoo-design-turned-into-realism piece. Its a rose entwined around a nautical star ^^ My friend requested it as a tattoo and I decided to make my own 'prettier' version.

I know I was gonna write something else but I forgot lawls XD

OH YEAH my friend got out of the hospital today. He attempted suicide and had to go to a rehabilitation center for youth. He's out now but doesn't look too good and still has to participate in group therapy. He didn't seem happy to see the gang again :( I hope he's alright.

Well, that's about it. Other news can be found on DA :)

Cheers,
~Shae <3

Random artsies I decided to post ^^


OMFG I dunno what's wrong with me O_O Yesterday I was all like gloomy and today I'm all hyperyaylawlsparty... but I'm so effing BORED.
I actually can't wait for school to start! Just 2 weeks left of waiting, but my registration thingy is next week. Sure there are loads of people that I don't want to see their faces. AT ALL. But I don't care right now I just wanna do stuff instead of moping around uselessly all day.

WHEEE!!1!1

Oh and my good friend Chris made an account on DA for his artwork. Go say hi!

(Gallery link ^^)

Okay so I'm getting kinda miffed about this one person on DA (won't say the name). A few months ago he asked me to draw him something, like a request, of his character. I NEVER do requests but I just can't say no. I'm the kind of person who's nice to everyone even when I hate them and I get paranoid and worried when I think someone doesn't like me (especially in art).

So I told him "hmm maybe if I have time I have a lot of other art to do and requests won't be a priority". He keeps sending me notes like once a week asking if I'm done and telling me to hurry and stuff. Dammit. Shut up. I don't even wanna do the request but I don't know how to tell him. 
I did a bit of research and he acts like that to everyone o_O

I'm scared that if I say "Well I really don't have time and drawings take a lot of work. I'd be happy to do a commission, but not a request. I'm really sorry." that he'll twist my words around and report me for something I didn't do.

Then again, if I say 'yes' he might take advantage of me and others will want a drawing knowing that I'm vulnerable.

Help meee. What should I write in a note to him?

zyleeth posted some of her first self-portraits and sketches she made when she was younger, so hey, why not embarass myself too!
I made it into some sort of "Shae through the ages" histogram thing. Anyway, enjoy and have a good laugh! Some of these are never-before seen!


And that was it folks! I'm encouraging all of you to do this too ^^

Oh noes I completely butchered her design T_T

Anyway, I tried my best. 'Twas especially hard since I have an inability to draw feathered wings and to color fur.

I feel so awful o_O Her half puts this to shame.

Tell me what you think, please! Constructive criticism highly needed.

http://shatteredconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/9146397/

*Sigh* o_O

I had lunch with my friends today (because usually I go eat at home) and yeah. 'Twas very fun! Then this guy came to see us and he was really cute like omgbucketsofdrool. Turns out he's my friend's friend and he was super nice, charming, funny, sociable... you know, all those qualities we females look forward to in males. He kept trying to get some contact with me, of which I was flattered, but unfortunetely I have this habit of not looking people in the eye and never speaking when I'm shy. So it looked like I wasn't interested but I really was! I'm just too much of an introverted anti-social bitch. I'm so desperate to be loved by others and yet I'm not even helping my cause. Great job Shae *cough*sarcasm*cough* o_O I think its because I've been rejected and unaccepted all my life, and now whenever there's a link trying to form between me and someone else, my fear builds up and I get withdrawn. Anyway... I'll work something out... I hope *sweat drop* ^^;

Muaha yes you read corrently: PENIS!

Ugh below is a pointless and stupid rant:

So at school, like every month a new synonym is added for the word "penis". I know that there are already a few like 'male genitals', etc. but now the words used to indicate a penis are 'graine' and 'poche' ('graine' is 'seed' and 'poche' is 'pocket') . WHAT THE HELL?!

Now I wouln't care if people were  matire enough, but they're obviously not. If you say one of those words in a sentence (using the proper meaning of it) they'll laugh and be all like 'OMGPENISLOL'...

Rawr. 

Example: The other day I was talking with my friend and she asked if she could have the rest of my chips, then I said "ok, mais y reste juste des graines dans le fond" ("okay, but there are only crumbs left inside") then she starts laughing her ass off. Right. o_O

...

I'm done.

Yes folks, my middle finger almost got killed today. So I was in technology class and we're building this CD box with electric stuff and wood and plastic and glass. I had to cut a side of my wooden plank because it was too long so obviously I used the ribbon saw. What I didn't know is that the middle one didn't work well. 
There I go with my protective glasses and my wood and I install myself at the machine then turn in on. As I was sawing, I noticed the machine's ribbon stopped whenever I pushed my piece of wood. Usually the machines cut right through it smoothly but not this one. So I continued cutting and then when I reached the end, I pushed one last time to get the piece through and it went too fast that my finger followed. 
Ouchies x_x I bled all over the classroom. The ribbon went in a diagonal pattern from the left tip of my finger to the middle of my nail. It BURNS like the fiery pits of HELL!!!

On a brighter note, I got invited to the school's awards in June. I feel so important, even with my half-decapitated finger. Its not every students that get an invitation, its the ones that excel at school and that are good role models based on what the teachers think. There are categories such as aptitude in art, in maths, most responsible student, etc. I wonder what I won ^^

School countdown till break: 14 days!

Okay, I've summed up all of my courage and decided to send the piccie to Tarja. Problem is, I don't know how to start the letter, etc. Ideas appreciated! 

Also, if one of you is capable, I'd like my DA avatar to have a transparent background (the one with my big head on it). I just think transparent backgrounds on avatars look spiffy but I'm uncapable of doing one o_O Paint Shop Pro is being a bitch again. 

And... yeah. Ryn's contest is over and she's accepting people's opinions on who should get 1st place. I volunteered to do the prizes ^^ Here's her gallery link: http://www.silverdragon27.deviantart.com 

DOES ANYONE KNOW IF THERE ARE PALM TREES IN VIRGINIA BEACH?! One of my goals in life is to hug a palm tree ^^ I'm going to VA this summer but my dad can't remember if there were palm tress or not when he went. Anyway, must... touch... coconut... tree... *dies*.

So... nothing new this week really. Ummm fixed this self-portrait and finished my DAX entry. 

School ends soon! And I'm still spreading the Nightwish love around by wearing my shirt *drool* ^^

4-day weekend too! Muaha going shopping and to see that new movie 'Poseidon'.

Uuuuugghh I miss my kitty T_T She wasn't just a cat, she was like my best friend.

Ya know when you have a bad day and come home to some happy meowing and leg-rubbing, that fuzzy feeling you get? The house is just so cold.

My mom said that she misses the company as well, and that in August when we get back from vacation we'll go to local shelters and shops to get not one but TWO kittens! We already picked out names for them too: Thomas for the male and for the female my mom wants her name to be Molly but I prefer Abigail (Abby).

The male is obviously going to be called Thomas (full: Thomas O' Malley) necause when I was little, my favorite movie was Disney's Aristocats and that's where I got the name Duchess from. Now, Duchess' mate in the movie is called Thomas O' Malley so hey, why not ^^ Its cute. And I also got Abigail from the movie as well, but she's not a cat, she's a goose o_O Oh well.

We also decided not to get a tuxedo kitty because Dut was unique, so they'll probably be beige or gray. Dut also had a pink scarf around her neck with heart designs, so the new kittens will get some as well. Wouldn't it be adorable for the future Tom to have a blue one with trucks! XD

Whooo long entry! I'll shut up now.

All of this below is so true O.O

Should I send that piccie I drew of Tarja as a dragoness to her?

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31543048/

Hmmm been pondering whether or not I should, so leave your opinions!

DON'T REPLY TO MY OTHER POST! Its was an error, it was supposed to go in the DAX front page for my chosen!

Okay so now you know I'm the one who's supposed to draw you, but you haven't replied to my anonymous comment yet.

The link you sent that lead to the description of your character doesn't work, so I have now idea what he looks like. Please send me a description or a working link soon!

Cheers,
~Shae

Ummm hello again fellow dragonses ^^

Yesh I haven't updated in a while since I'm a DA freak but here's to sum up what happened in the past weeks.

-Kitty got sick.
-Then she died (liver failure).
-I went insane.
-Got a hold of myself and continued my life normally.
-Am participating in the May DAX.
-Drew a piccy of Duchess (my cat) which is to be colored shortly).
-Changed my wing color from whiteish-gray to whiteish-blue.
-Exam week is soon o_O

I'd like to know if you guys prefer my gray membranes or my new blue ones.

And I'd like someone to give me 10 000$. Now. Must... go to... Heathrow *dies* T_T

NOTE: I'm in a desperate need of someone who makes custom dragon plushies and who lives in Canada or US. Do you make some or do you know an artist who does? Tell me!

Cheers,
~Shae

(Link.)

Stupid maths *shakes fist* >.<

Oh and I'm working on a 'Nightwish-members-as-dragons' series! I've finished Tarja even if she's not in the band anymore, I like her too much to just leave her out. Just gotta color it now. I also started skecthing Tuomas, hopefully I'll have both of them done at the end of the week.
Yes, I love Nightwish that much. If the piccies are decent enought I might send them to them ^^